Sunday, February 28, 2010

Death or is it...


his touch a gentle caress,
his eyes an ethereal green,
watching waiting he found me,
without knowing I fell,

He guided me home,
kissed me but I wanted more,
he told me,
death is not the end.

I laughed,
thinking he was acting strange,
i turned to go,
he grabbed me.

I struggled, he smiled,
he touched me,
I relaxed...
my mind filling with love as his eyes looked into mine.

I trusted him, not knowing why,
his kiss reached my neck,
lingerd there,
I felt a searing pain

my body grew weak,
my life flowing into his brutal kiss,
But still my mind was at ease,
My eyes closed...the last drop of blood left..

I felt it then,
something sweet and warm,
brushing against my lips,
I wanted to taste it,

Finding the source,
I drank the thirst neverending,
the pain came swift,
i died...

But I awoke,
looking into my makers eyes I saw him for what he is,
a beautiful monster, a creater,
I heard three words that sent a shiver down my spine,

"You are mine....."

Friday, February 26, 2010

Play

Beauty is what beauty does,
her eyes they told the law of love,
And after her skin with lines of mauve,
told all of what their play involved.

Freya xx

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Results of denial

His eyes glitter feraly in the dark as he watches her. She is afraid, anxious... Excited. It had been a while since their last session. She had tried not to think about this fact as the days passed by. It was his punishment to her and she had learned her lesson. She knew he was teaching her, training her....pushing her limits and she loved it.

He took a step toward her and she drew a breath. The light from the window glancing off the buckle of the belt he held looped over in his hand. Her eyes widened and she faltered, took a small step back before catching herself and remaining stll once again waiting for him. His mouth turned upward in a sly smile. "I believe I told you not to move slut" he drawled. She lowered her eyes to the ground showing clearly her submission to him. "f...forgive me sir" she manages to say as her heart beats loudly in the silent room and her aching pussy mimics it with rising arousal.

Suddenly he lunges for her grabbing her by a fist full of hair, pulling her head back to expose the Lilly white skin of her neck. Lowering his lips to her ear he whispers dark and delightful words. Telling her what he has planned for her and how she is trapped, helpless to his desires. She wimpers with need her hips involentarily rolling back to push her butt into his arousal, feeling him hard and insistant between the firm skin. Looking down at her with a mixture of sex and disgust he pulls her sharply by the hair and flings her against the wall face first. His body moves in to fill the gap between them and he rolls his hips against hers hard making her feel him right where she wants to have him. " is this what you want? You want me to fuck you don't you?" he whispers to her. She moans the sound muffled by the wall her cheek is pushed into.

"is THAT what you want? Answer me!!" he growls. "y....yes sir" she stammers. "tell me what you are?" she inhales the exhales seemingly preparing herself for the words that will no doubt escape her lips. He smiles knowingly, it is hard for her to say these things but the effect on her leaves little doubt to the power of those few words. His hand moves over her hips then down her side and traces the hem of her very short skirt, choosen specificlly for him. Her breath now leaving her lips in short gasps as her arousal rises she finally answers him. "I'm a horny little slut, so wet for her master"

His hand finally reaches under her skirt and around the edge of her damp panties. He traces the edge of her lips before easily slipping two fingers inside her warmth. He moves them out then back in before removing them to pinch at her hard clit. She moans her approval, and a mew of protest as his hand leaves her. She looks up at him seeing the Hungar in his eyes. He brings his fingers to her mouth and she sucks them in obidently, tasting her juices on them. "yes you are wet for me arn't you?" he says, the question already answered by the moisture on his fingertips.

He removes his fingers from her soft lips and replaces them with a searing kiss. His tounge dipping in to taste the last rements of her arousal. He growls his approval and thrusts his hips towards hers before taking her once more by a fistful of hair.

"now you can get your reward" he whispers. Her eyes widen and lips part as her brain registers what her reward will be. He pulls her down with one hand as the other unbuttons his jeans, letting them slide from his hips to pool in a heap on the floor. She obidiently brings her mouth to the wonderful hardness before her and sucks him into the wet warm recesses of her pretty mouth. She takes all he can give without protest and he revels at the feel of her nose pressed up against his abdomen. She moves her head back and as she does curls her delicious tounge along the sensitive underside and around his head. He groans his approval and takes hold of her head with both hands, his fingers twisting in her hair. He guides her to him again and then pulls her back her skillful tounge all the while doing wicked things to him. Feeling his orgasm building he pulls her from him and guides her to her feet. His fingers finding the edges of her shirt and ripping the flimsy material apart exposing her firm uncovered breasts. He pulls her skirt and panties from her and steps back to admire the beauty before him. She smiles at him her eyes hooded with desire, her tounge licking her lips searching for the last remenants of his taste. The belt still in his hands he traces it over her breasts before quickly jerking it. She gasps as it lands hard on her sensitive nipples. He moves it over her hip now, moving from a soft tickle to a hard snap without so much as a warning. She is moaning now between her gasps of pain and he knows she is getting close. He moves it between her thighs to brush over the soft lips there and she flinches a little but dosnt move. His little pain slut wants this. He jerks his hand and she cries out. "master, I'm going to cum" she gasps. Fearful now as it is so close. "not yet" he says. She whimpers a he jerks his hand again trying to stop her body from going over the edge.

He teases her for a few minutes but to her it feels like hours. Finally he stops and throws the belt to the ground. Moving close to her he tells her he may cum as he quickly sinks into her wet warmth, Filling her completly. She moans his name loudly as she cums and he fucks her slowly. As she comes down from her high he moves faster seeking his own release as well as another of hers. Their bodies move together hard and fast. And she orgasms again her muscles pulling him deeper into him with each clench. As he nears his own release he withdraws and she obidiently drops to her knees taking him into her mouth. Two short thrusts later he cums growling his release and she drinks him down, not spilling a drop taking all her master has to give.

She remains like that savouring his taste before he withdraws taking her into his arms and placing her on the bed. She smiles sleepily up at him as he admires her sated form. Beautiful and his.

Saturday, February 20, 2010

Denial....

 

He took hold of her and tied her spread before him adorned with only a simple black ball gag on her mouth, the dark colour contrasting deliciously with her pale white skin.

"You have been bad, disobeyed me and I cannot tolerate that" he growls in her direction as he paces before her. She shakes her head as she hears his words and his footsteps stop, his back to her, his shoulders lifting then falling in a heavy sigh as he runs his fingers through his hair.

"Do you dare contradict me?" he asks her in a near whisper. Unable to respond she whimpers and he smiles to himself loving the reaction he so very greatly sought from her. He could smell her fear and arousal in the room and it made him hard. His hot shaft growing under the soft fabric of his jeans. He began to pace once more the movement sending shock waves of excitement through him with each brush of fabric on soft firm skin, wishing instead that it was her hot mouth moving over him.

"your punishment tonight will be denial, you love sucking your masters cock and drinking from him don't you? Well tonight you may only watch. You broke your promise and broke your chastity without permission..."

He stood before her and his hands went to the zipper of his pants. His mouth turned upward into a lazy self satisfied smile as he saw her eyes widen and her spread lips glisten more with arousal.

He slipped a hand in as he talked gently to her...."you are my submissive and as such my pleasure comes before yours, you shall only be allowed to feel such pleasure when I grant you with it not when you feel like it. Do you understand?"

He unzipped his jeans and removed his clothes. She whimpered loudly as his fingers sought then took hold of his hard arousal and stroked it once, twice, three times....


Freya xx

Thursday, February 18, 2010

When love turns to hate

I need more then you can give,
All I want is not here,
A symphony of words can't tell,
Can't reveal, cannot sing all you are not.

I shut the door,
I shut emotions,
I turn out the lights,
I will do everything to get away,
I don't want you, I don't need you.
I never want to feel the way you made me.

You stole the poetry from life,
Took it and ripped it to pieces,
Left it to flutter in the wind,
It rained down from above,
Heavy with spent emotion.

Leave, Leave me now,

My world is more alive without you.


Freya xx

Who am I?

Ok so I thought perhaps this time I'd write a post more about me and less from my imagination. So who am I and what am I about? Hmm... this is quite hard to write when put on the spot isn't it. On this blog do I tell the truth or take on my day to day persona that most people see me as? I am truly only comfortable with those who know me best, be that a best friend, a lover or family. Well ok even my family does not know what I am really about. I think if they knew they would quite possibly shun me for the rest of my life. I guess I'm going to get to know you guys quite well in the next while, however long this blog lasts so I'll be honest. Honesty is the best policy no?

Im a twenty-two year old woman just recently become professional. I won't tell you my occupation as I may bore you to death but I spend alot and I mean alot of my time working in an office. Over time is a bitch. Recently become professional basically means I'm pretty much just out of University and I miss it! Don't ever wish your life away cause one day you will end up in a full time job working long hours, getting up at obscene times to get to that job and all you look forward to all week is the weekend. Ok so enough about that lets talk more me, ha that sounds so vain!

Do you ever feel like no one understands you and more often then not you feel as if you are separate from the people around you?  Well thats how I feel alot of the time. I know why, I've finally figured it out after many years of frustration. My mind simply works on a different wavelength then your average person. I have an IQ of 152 and I think this has alot to do with it. I feel like I am an old soul in a young body, I analyze things differently then alot of people and tend to think too much about things. This isn't necessarily a bad thing but it does have disadvantages! I call myself eccentric which I am and am not ashamed of! Most successful people in the world are, just look at Silvia Plat for example excellent writer but had an affinity of killing herself by sticking her head in an oven!

While most people my age are still out drinking their brain cells to oblivion, I've been there done that even bought the T-shirt. Yes you know who you are that spilled a whole glass of Guiness onto my favorite t-shirt! :P Don't get me wrong I do love nights out getting quite merry but not 24/7!

I love the arts, it is one area I truly excel in. Music, art, literature....sigh such beauty in the written word. What made me begin this blog? Well I've been writing on and off for years and never made the material public so here we are I took the big step and now watch out! ha ha! I want to be a published author, it is my goal in life. The job I have right now is just to make cash and keep me afloat as I write the book that will take me closer to my dreams. Its in my head all I need to do is put it on paper, it has begun and will continue so hopefully you will be reading it in the near future! Am I ambitious I guess so, I don't stop untill I get what I want.

  
Which brings me to another part of me although I may be pretty much in control of my life, I like to relinquish that control in the bedroom. Maybe you have figured it out already but I am submissive by nature who sometimes likes to play the dominant. Bondage is my fetish, makes me excited just thinking of my lover taking control, tying me up and taking me to places where you fly in ecstasy. I love to play and I love to obey. Guess you will hear alot more about this in the future as I also love to incorporate this into my writing.

So I think I have revealed enough to you here today. I wanted to introduce you properly to the person behind the stories. Welcome to my absinthe life hope you guys are truly ready for it :P

Love always,

Freya xx

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

Missing you



Wondering, waiting,
When you are not here,
My mind recalls our mating,
And my eye it draws a tear

My mind travels,
On thoughts as I recall,
My emotions unravel,
As tears, unbidden, fall.

I know when you will return,
But still, I miss you,
Wishing for the day to be reborn,
Knowing you feel it too.

Freya xx